Yayah!!

Tomorrow I will be going to the State Youth Conference in San Jose! It should be friggin sweet! When I return I will have 8 million pictures to post and I will post them all. Ok Drop me a line while I am gone. I hope you all had an awesome Christmas. Peas out!

-Chris

So...

So anyways I was looking at my page and I realized that no one has commented me... at all for the entire month!! This makes me cry inside. You do realize that you all have ripped my heart out and lit it on fire right? Oh well. No one cares.

-Chris

(just kidding I really don't care if you comment or not it's just nice to hear from people.)

Why didn't anyone tell me?

So have I been missing this for all these years? Since when does the FedEx truck have an arrow on the side? I never saw it before today. I was just sitting there and eating my Wendy's Classic Double Cheeseburger and I looked across the parking lot and saw this: I never got it till now!! Oh well, that's the big news in my life... Ok byebye!

-Chris

Therein Lies the Answer

K so this is my disclaimer... I know that this sounds all depressing but read in between the lines and you'll see that it is actually an expression of hope. So uh yeah you don't have to get all worried or anything like that.
-Chris


I walk upon the leaves and cement

the air is as cold as the heart that beats inside me

I am fading like the lines on the road

Am I questioning, am I lacking?

I know the point of it all but what is the point of now?

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Lights blur around this paper

places to go... people to see...

purposes at the heels of the beams

following the road ahead

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I fill no footsteps though the path before me has been walked before

I stir no dust, I float above it all

I know that I am uncommitted

yet I know what lies behind the door before me

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It is life, It is life with a future

it is life with a purpose and drive

Am I coping with my own indecision or just afraid of what I may become?

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I don't want to age yet I feel strange in my youth,

I feel like a high school kid all over again, torn between two worlds

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this is the point of it all

the point is to question

because if you don't you are never really sure and will float again

I am grounded in my questions

I am not blind and dumb

I believe because I ask, not because I am content

I am content not to know yet may die before I now the answer

I understand the point of that.

help me to understand my point now

I want to do more than ask questions,

I want to have faith

therein lies the answer

therein lies the question

Do Over

(So I'll try to post this again)

I like Coldplay, I don't care what anybody says. This video reminds me of a dream that I had when I was a kid.

TROUBLE (Coldplay)

more videos

Guess What!

I Got a FEVER... and the only prescription... is more COWBELL!!!!

Just Singin' in the Rain

Ever just stood in the rain face up and started singing to God? No... Well I have, and I think that you should go and try it.

-Chris

By the way... you'll probably get soaked and look like a lunatic... I'm over it.